Giving second chances is okay, but giving third chances is stupid.

It's funny when some of us still in denial that things are not working out like we expected to be but still striving in making ends meet. Recently, I've been talking to a friend's girlfriend who's been paranoid over her boyfriend whereabouts. 

So here's an excerpt in the message where I would like to snap it out in front of her that she's letting her stupidity and lack of judgement controlling that tiny brain of her's.

"i cuma nk tau cite sbnr, cz i pn perlukn llki y tbaik t0k idop i, 2 je".

Translated: I just want to know the truth, and I just need the best guy in my life.

I replied, although my friends who knew me well, knows that I'll get irritated receiving "rempit" like messages, be it in sms or in my Facebook inbox. I told her, "You know your bf better, then ask yourself is he the one for you?"

We both know he's not being truthful to any of us, so why are you blaming other people for the dysfunctional of your relationship? You GLADLY told everyone that you HAD EXPERIENCE of him cheating over the years and still stick by him out of proclaimed LOVE?

That's bullshit. It more sounds like nobody wants you and thats why you stick by him so bad and not wanting him to leave you. Please don't let your stupidity and lack of judgement be the main flaws of your own problem. 

The funniest part when I tried to correct her over the sms that she wasn't officially his yet, she said "at least kitaorg couple" (at least  we're a couple). Haha. That got me laughing real bad.

So meaning by being a couple, you could have pre-marital sex, kiss, fondle each other because you're a couple? By words, my dear it means nothing. Did you not go to school and received basic faith education? I may not be religious but heck I don't simply make a statement that would show my shallow thoughts in faith and religion issue. My parents thought me well enough that if you're stupid, doesn't mean you have to make it that obvious.

I knew a lot of friends, that had consensual relationship but still call themselves as friends, I knew ex'es that still sleep with each other because it was just sex. So my dear Miss Akari, please do snap out of your bubble thoughts of fairytale and face it that relationship and love and sex, they just don't work the way it used to be anymore. Anyone could have one night, two nights, a week stand without the fear of commitment. 

I am talking this based on the books I've read, life that I live and friends that I have.

So please don't misquote me and say I write this because I am doing it as well. 

No.

Besides Miss Akari, you're way out of my league. Or again shall I say worth of my breath and finger muscles to reply every of your messages. (But I am posting this because, my faithful viewers want to know what's been keeping me upset lately, you're not even worth mentioning here even to be honest). I just don't understand what joy you had in bombarding me with you're annoying sms and Facebook messages. By the look of it, you're an attention seeker.

Posting heart breaking statuses, in order to get people reply? Haha, get a blog. At least I have hundreds viewers per week reading my thoughts and views, so yes that way it clearly shows I am not the same 23 year old like you. I influenced people with my post, touched their hearts with my words and clearly make more sense than you.

Please, you don't know my background. So don't simply say we're the same. My family, my friends and loved ones they're at least "somebody" compared to yours. I don't mean to brag, but thats the fact. I could simply buy my way out of everything, rather than you who had to borrow money to go to the doctor. Oops.

Kiss my ass seriously. 

Sidenotes:

Like the title of this post, giving second chances is okay, but giving third chances is stupid. I do enjoy the company of your boyfriend as a friend, despite everything that he is now. And I have nothing to lose because he is just a friend, unlike you at least "we're not a couple". 

Haha, its great being sarcastic at times.

Sayonara.

And I asked, "Do you love me?". He didn't say "Yes", but he nods and smile. How about that?

It's been 2 weeks since I neglect this baby of mine.

Okay, mummy's back. I am so sorry that I've been missing for the past two weeks to everyone that read my blog for updates on me. I stalked people through Facebook, and I found out some people stalked me on my blog. Speaking of being famous.

For the past 2 weeks, I've been busy with nothing. Just that I don't really have much idea to blog. The reason why I actually logged in today is due to my boss.

Credit to Mr. Izhar, for showing me that Blogger came out with new various selection of blog template to choose from. They're so cute and nice. So I've changed mine. At least it is less dull, and a bit chirpy than usual.

Anyway, yesterday was my off day. Watched A-Team and Karate Kid at two different mall. Thanks to my loved ones that went extra length in making sure I get to watch what I want yesterday despite had to travel to Petaling Jaya and Kuala Lumpur. That's why I love you very much. 

Both movies were great. A-Team was so funny, we ended up laughing from starting of the movie for the whole 2 hours. I reckon it for a burst of laughter if you're week has been boring or sad like mine. Karate Kid however, full of action although Jaden Smith has a pint sized body. But I totally think the chinese boy is cute, and he'll grow up to be a handsome young man someday. 

Had lunch over at The Spaghetti Farm before watching A-Team. Ended up exchanging food and eat something I didn't order because mine sucks but other people think mine was delicious, so we exchanged and I had Chicken Bolognaise. For dinner before Karate Kid, we went and ate at Igentis, a Taiwan restaurant. Ugh, the drinks sucks totally. There was this drink name Mr Macho, when I asked what is that? 

The waitress simply said, "It's a drink mixed with raw egg".

Yucks. Speaking of wanting to infuse yourself with macho-ness. First and last time ever going there.

I can't wait for Eclipse on July 8th. 

Zizi said he wants to watch it since he missed the last one. He said "What was it Eryn?" 

"Full Moon?" 

"New Moon la..." I said. But the next reply was much more funny and I almost choked on my own saliva.

"Yeah New Moon is the one he turned into a tiger right?"

"Wolf." I just had to smile, although I wanted to laugh my ass off. I don't know whether he did it purposely or he just loved listening me giggle and get red-face all over. 

You're just one twisted sunshine of mine seriously. 

Okay that's all for now love you all always, especially everyone back home. 

Mummy, Daddy, Sisters and Cats.

Sidenotes:

Wanted to blog something thanks to a friend name Amm but apparently whatever idea I had this morning seems to be between the sheets of my bed. Shall be back blogging tonight or tomorrow. 

Quick update.

If the page you're currently viewing look as if it's been hit by a tornado, just be patient and suck it up. I thought I was beautifying it, instead was making it look disturbed a little here and there.

I steal time over work to blog weekly, so what made you think I had time to edit the layout over time.

Anyway, have a great weekend ahead Loves.

Take care darlings.

Sidenotes:
Shall blog after the weekend, as usual.

Has reached an age that has no significance at all.

Hello world.

As for today I am officially 23 years and 2 days old. Some might be wondering, (especially my parents) did I had a blast on my birthday?  Or did I behave well on that day?

Not so. In fact I didn't celebrate at all but I did received lots of presents from everyone around me. Thank you for the birthday treats, you guys are an awesome bunch of friends. Apparently everyone think I need extra clothes because that's what I've been getting much this year. But anyway thank you to all for making my miserable day less miserable than usual. 

But out of all the gifts I've received, the best gift ever is from someone very dear to my life. Thank you, and I thought you didn't love me anymore. I promised to use it wisely, would probably splurge it on food for the coming weeks. I miss everyone so much.

As I mentioned before, I got myself a birthday gift too. Well I've moved to a new place, bigger and airy room. So big that you can fit almost everything in the hall in my room. My cat seem to adapt well with her new friends aka my new housemates too.

I was too tired from all the shifting and moving until I was so lazy to go for dinner, and thanks to my loved one for making it possible for me to moved out from the old place to the new penthouse, well not so much of a penthouse but I am happy with the place.

Had a hard time sleeping yesterday.

Well for a start had a tummy ache. Due to the amount of lactose I took yesterday before I sleep. A bottle of milk, a box of chocolate milk, and a tub of peach yogurt. 

Then I woke up around 3 am to pee. Tossed and turn until I finally fall asleep. It was so cold, although I already put the fan on the slowest mode possible. Kept on clinging to the blanket, covering my little toes and wearing long pants to sleep wasn't much of a help neither. 

Note to self: Buy a comforter.

Due to the coldness, I woke up by myself before the alarm rings at 8.20 am  rather than usual 9 am wake up call. Now I'm at work and all I could think of now is my bed in my new room and the big airy fan.

Just a short post today, to let you know that I made it out alive passing through another year to reached an age that has no significance at all.

Sidenotes:

Thank you again to all who wished me on my phone, birthday calls and Facebook wishes. Surprised yet happy with all the love I'm getting from you guys who's been supporting my back ever since we've been friends.

It's been a while since I end my post with this, but as usual I love each and everyone of you always.