It's time to wrap my bundle of emotions for the year.

Wow.

I've been away for the whole freaking nine months and no I wasn't pregnant while I was away during that timeline. I was really occupied with life and decided that the whole pouring my heart out in words was kept to myself instead. At the same time too, I actually forgotten my account password, and also the password to the secondary account too. After nine freaking months, I realised the password was the same password as my YouTube account. Yes, I'm very complicated like that, so sue me. 

2011 is drawing its end soon. So many things I want to forget and let go. I had a rocky start for the year, then was happy throughout the months until reality snapped in somewhere before Raya. Such a heartbreak I had. Not enough of personal problems, along came some family drama that we've managed to pull through. I thanked God for giving me such patience in handling things. Although I could be very emotional at times, I realised I'm good at being calm over the storm issues. 

The last couple of months tested me a lot on friendship and family values. I've realised I have so many friends that I shouldn't be friends with in the first place. I've realised "Best Friend Forever" is a term where it's cute when you're small, but it's forgotten by some as you're halfway through you're 20's. At the same time I realised friends that has been growing up with me, are the ones I could rely on times I needed them. Thank you for being there during my transition period of being single. It was tough as you're life revolves around him that much.

Everything is good now.

I've took another step, made some changes. Now it's time to start new. This time I've decided to keep my heart issues to myself and my loved one. Past experience prepares me well for this journey I'm going to take, instead of giving up to fate. I'll let fate bow down to me. And I have faith in this.

So many things I "want it to happen" for the year 2012. But I should only focus on my priorities and let the others fall its way naturally. I wish for a blissful year for me and my loved ones. I wish for Baby's advance in career dream comes true soon before he knows it. I hope turning 25 will teach me to be much more wiser, kinder, and understanding person. Maybe come what may, we'll pull this through together.

My new year resolution is to start writing all over again. Let see if I managed to be the awesome writer I used to be. More food review, more movie review, and more activities I hope to be shared and load in here.

I can do this. 

"If happy little bluebirds fly over the rainbow, why can't I"

Sidenotes:

I know this post really pointless and sucks. Well pardon me, for being rusty. Had problem sleeping and I just need to write again I think to keep myself at ease.

I'll be dancing on the rhythm soon! I promise!

The only thing we have to fear is fear itself. And Mondays.

Oh, do you guys noticed it's been monthly updates instead of a daily or weekly one?

Hi again.

Instead of starting this post by saying sorry for being a lazy bump in updating this blog of mine, let me just make this post as a note to other upcoming months as well.

I've been away due to attending a riot, yes Really.

(Picture taken at TGIF, I don't remember what's the name of that street)

I have been busy. Like super busy, until I need to buy drinking water from the supermarket instead of boiling filtered tap water like any other Malaysian does.

Yes I am "dead"- busy, with work of course.

Sales are starting to pick up, and I have to handle one supervisor and 8 other staff under me, which keep adding my stress levels to well...beyond comprehensible level.

My current job is quite, (I don't have a word for it) busy when it's busy. Steady when it's steady and madness when it's totally a mad day. People could be quite demanding and think that we're born to make "their" ends meet.

I feel like a Superwoman these days. I could be answering my duty phone with my right ear, writing with my right hand and texting on my personal phone with my left fingers.

This is what Superwoman eat during break time

Good pay. But then the bad side of it is that I have to handle 8 + 1 male in my department. When it gets too mad, I get all edgy and when it just hits my nerves spot I will just sit in my office and cry.

Yes, I cry.

Thank goodness I have very, well sort of understanding (or at least he tried to understand) my hectic work schedule. He gets it when it comes to the days where I end up a bit temperamental and he has to listen to it all the way in the car sending me back home. 

There are days when I get mad over someone stole my pen in the office.

Yes, the freezing air-cond in my office could drive someone mad like that.

Overall, life has been treating me fairly well.

Physically nothing changed much, just that I had my hair rebond. So these days I have been waking up with a manageable hair instead of a mane-hair like Aslan, the lion.

Weight? Well it fluctuates every now and then. But atomically, my body is stable. Nothing beyond hazardous yet.

Mentally, hmm...

Everybody has their fair share of "I think I am right, and always be right" days. Or "I am wrong, but my ego is as bit as my head so F off".

Me? I try my very best to be understanding like a mother should, patient like a grandma waiting for a seat in an LRT and cool as ice.

Since I only get a day off each week, I tend to occupy my day off with everything. Laundry, clean the house, do this, do that...

I'm never too free for something else, unless it's for food.

Below are some pictures of our "jalan-jalan cari makan".

Las Vacas Meat Shop, Kelana Jaya

The Daily Grind, Bangsar

He's been mad crazy on the Tennessee sauce by TGIF. We've been visiting TGIF like it's Mc Donald's. For me I prefer Tony Roma's, their lamb chop is so crispy yet the meat is succulent. Las Vacas Meat Shop is definitely a try too. Not too pricey, but for the Muslim's the halal-quality is guaranteed as it's own by a couple of Malay guys. Two outlets, one in Mont Kiara, the other one in Kelana Jaya.

Either I would die of heart attack from eating too many lamb or heart attack over the bill.

Like this one over at The Daily Grind, Bangsar.

The price of two burgers, burp!

Sidenotes:

Life is getting better. 

Steady feet, please don't fail me now.

Happy Bunny Year !

As some of you may know, I am working on today. Work commitment as usual, nothing works well without me in the office. Sadly to say, but I have a non-sensible co-worker who even calls me up when I reached home to ask me where the hell I put this, that and etc.

That's when I usually forgot to prepare or remind him before I left my office.

Anyway let's not talk about that...

Moving on.

This year is the most boring Chinese New Year ever. Well, not because I had to work. It's just that I think this year is a bit tad boring than usual.

From my observation...

*Not much decorations done by the City Hall on the streets of KL.

*Boring ads on newspapers, and mostly focused on selling their products rather than ushering the Lunar Year spirit.

*Not many wished their friends / colleagues / bosses Happy Chinese New Year. Even I don't.

But overall, I would like to wish everyone a very great Bunny year ahead.

Gong Xi Fa Cai, Ang Pow Na Lai =)

P/S: All cheques, bank notes, cash still acceptable till the end of February. Tee-hee.

Sidenotes:
I trip over emotions very easily lately.

Oh damn you Hormones.

The key to happiness is to learn to like the things you hate.

What a way to start my Sunday today. Woke up to have a pleasant breakfast of Rice Krispies and Corn Flakes with cold milk, just to find out that the milk stale and it's not even expired yet. I'm too lazy to go back to the supermarket and asked for a refund so I let them win this time.

Oh hello world.

I know, I know. It's been a while since I written something in here and each time I apologized, I kept on saying I will try to write more often.

Apparently I failed to do so.

I'm sorry everyone, as I've been very occupied with work and tons of work. But since my work is very seasonal, it depends sometimes I could be very busy as a bee, and sometimes I would laze around like a cow grazing in the meadows.

Since I have other commitments to commit with, this blog seems to disappear day by day and at times I even forgotten I do have a blog. 

I guessed thats why I've been pretty tensed up lately. 

Because before this, I used to babble, scrabble, and dribble all over the blog talking nonsense and all gooey talking about my day.

Nowadays I tend to let it out on my colleagues and people around me when I get mad.

Very unhealthy I know, my new resolution is to be less mad this year.

Haha.

So to sum up the 23rd day after New Year, these are a few updates of my life so far. Top tens I think worth sharing about :

1) I didn't celebrated my New Year as I was stuck at home with a package of high fever and pretty bad cough.

2) Had my first live-football match when I went and join my loved ones at Bukit Jalil stadium to watch the match between Malaysia and Indonesia. We won the match.

3) Things are going pretty good with work lately, hope to get my pay raised soon.

4) Still trying to find time to cook, or even start by buying ingredients to cook as my kitchen is pretty empty. (Many still doubt my cooking skills and yet to be proven that I make the best meatballs you've ever eaten, tastier than Ikea okay?)

5) Pretty hooked on to Green Tea lately. Drink them after lunch, and every other time I'm free at work.

6) People at work been stuffing me up with food. Theres no day gone by without food on my office table left for me. Please don't see it as a form of bribery or trying to win my heart over, they were just being nice.

7) I'm the only girl / female left in my office department. I heard the new colleague my boss going to hire is going to be a male too. Sheesh, I need a friend at work. Guys don't seem to understand my temperamental-emo days sometimes.

8) I miss having a cat at home, right now I'm stuck with a fish, and a pet turtle which is not mine.

9) I am longing for a long holiday. One day off-day per week is not enough for me apparently. Wants to go far, far away. 

10) I am turning 24 this year.

I'll try my very best to update the blog like I used to. Not to pleased you readers, but to transfer the events in my life and immortalized it in wordings on blog.

Last but not least, I'm still experimenting with the blog layout. Need to change it since I'm bored of the old one. So I'm sorry if it seems cluttered, but then why heck would I care what you think about it, since it's my blog and I'll do whatever I like, maybe like posting a naked picture of myself.

Okay I am kidding, I'm not that mean to gross you out like that.

Have a nice week ahead my darlings.

Thank you for still reading.

Sidenotes:

Chinese New Year is coming up soon and this year is the Bunny Year. 1987 babies, which includes me belongs to the Bunny Year.

As far as I don't believe much in all these zodiac and star-signs readings, at times it could be pretty accurate.

So let just hope this Bunny Year will fulfill us abundance of joy, happiness and prosper us with good wealth.

Wanted to say prosper us with more money/cash/cheques, but shall us not be greedy and be contented with what lay upon us.