Anyway let us talk about school today. School was stressful yet fun. We had maths test today. I've flunked my last test, I hope I don't flunk on this one lol...Ughh Form 6 is so friggin hard, everyone knows that meaning I have to work extra hard. But look at me.
What have I been doing at school for the past 1 and 1/2 months I'm there ?
.....Lol.....
Nothing much just walking around spreading and broadening the Eryn's effect. Call me "perasan" or what but I've realised the guys been asking me whether I have a boyfriend or indirectly asking me,
" Are you attached to anyone...SpEcIaL ?
.....Lol.....
I found it so funny. Cause who would like this arrogant "perasan bagus" , pink girl ?
So far I've annoyed everyone at the school with my snobbish spoilt brat attitude but yet they find it attractive ? A dude passed me a candy, and I've return it back to him by smashing the candy with a mug at paste it on a piece of paper and yet he still wanna be friends with me. Funny. I've been telling them I don't eat cheap stuff, to make them hate me but yet they think I'm cool. I've been doing a lot of stuff to make them hate me and leave me alone. So far it ain't working and it is only making they like this pink girl more and more.
The effect ? Girls hate me. Lol. Especially the former girls from the school, they just find it annoying for a new girl like me drawing the attention of all guys not just my own race, even Chinese and Indians.
The Malays ? Ughh, they're still living in a dilemma. They don't accept me, they look at me like I'm some alien or something. They ditch me like I'm not a part of them, well technically we're the same race. They don't accept the open-minded side of me, I quote about Mawar rumbling over UiTM university that is overpopulated with bunch of malays, especially the typical ones. When are they gonna grow up, and accept people like us ?
Is it wrong for not sticking to your own community and search for friendship with other people ?
I feel sick looking at them. They annoyed the hell out of me, but hey I think one of us have to step out and break the ice right ? My fault too for not mixing up with them.
Oh well let us not stress out about it. Tomorrow is Friday, and I'm so happy to get to see my boyfriend after school. I'm so happy about it.
I haven't been writing lately. Tons of work to do. Busy busy school life. I'll try to blog more often. Furthermore my boyfriend's new apartment comes with broadband so he could load the blog easier and blog. So soon, you wont just be hearing more from me the annoying brat but from my Comel. Lol.
I'm out of idea to write. Oh well probably there's something to talk on Friday and the Weekends. Since I'm gonna help and attend a wedding of one of my cousins. So..Toodles Coodles my duh-lings !
Broadening the Eryn's effect,
Eryn.
