Friday, June 02, 2006

:*: 19 year old Confessions/Confusions :*:

Confusion sets in as I turned 19 yesterday.

So have you ever been really lost when it came to your future?
Were you want to live?
What you want to be?
If your going to be married?
Have kids?
Were you want to work?
Will you have any of the friends you do now?

Well thats were my head is.

Looking forward...

I am planning on continuing to pursue my degree in Medicine and maybe living somewhere in Kay-Elle but not sure about that plan yet... hope to get married and have kids but first I have to find myself a man, which I already did. I hope to have some of my friends from now, keep in touch...but you never know things can change in an instant. I learned that one already...

Looking back...

I sometimes wish that some of the friendships I had in high school hadn't gone sour and been lost along the way. I sometimes wish I did things different and thought things through before I acted, I wish I wouldn't have lied, told people things I shouldn't have, but I guess we learn as we go and I have changed a lot since then, more than most would think. I believe all people change in their lives from the experiences they have and well I have and probably will continue to learn for the rest of my live. So I would like to apologize to all those I hurt, pissed off and/or lied to, I would also like to thank all those who helped me learn and change for the better...

Looking at the present...

So the thinking goes on and hopes that I will take the right roads to my future comtinue to set in my mind. But I am going to continue to like the place I am in (no matter how much I complain) and live life to the fullest as we all should. I am going to keep my head high and not let negative people take me down. So I am going to go and will be back to talk later...


Signing out for now,
Your future KL Democrat Doctor.

But I'm still think I'm a Liberal.