Some may say that for a 19 year old girl to think like that, it would be too fast. But what's wrong with it? Mainly because I am tired and do not wish to have anymore hurts in life. I had few bfs before. But they were all not honest. It kind of makes me tired and sick after having so many times of 'coincidence' of these kind of things.
I don't believe in love at first sight. How long can it last when he/she only sees your appearance and not your inner 'appearance'?
Some last for long, some do not. So usually I don't take the risk. I'm tired, remember? But currently I am attached with one guy. He seems quite good to me. But I am not very confident how long this will last. Maybe one month only? Maybe two weeks only? Only God knows.
So far 2 years.
But I just hope that it would last no matter what. Who would want to have a heart break? But still I'll try my best.
I have good friends. But I choose only the best out of the ones I have now. Its difficult to choose friends among so many people in this world. The friends I have can be large or small depending on how you see.
I can be very good or very bad to friends. Because I want to protect myself from being hurt or used by those unworthy friends whom I call them. But I am contented having Aishah and May Lee as my friend.
Because I know they are people who will not make use of me and be there when I need them.
And similarly, I would be there for them whenever they have a problem.
I am currently studying in a boring school where its especially hard to pass for every subjects.
Have been in Malaysia from 1987.
The things I like doing the most is staying at home.
Things I want the most is to be able to get into university.
I am called Eryn.
