:*: First Love of a Royal Prince :*:

First Love of a Royal Prince - lol sounds familiar right ? Yeah some Korean show I've been watching, but he aint a prince after all..just some dude who lives a wealthy life.

I met my royal prince today..more like this morning at 4 am. Lately I've been meeting people wee in the morning. Lol, two crazy ass people. Princess Eryn and Raja Adam. We're once a pair, but now we're just being an ex to each other and remains bestfriend. Whoa...it's been 1 and 1/2 years since we last met. He still the same jovial lanky Adam , I use to fall for. He said I havent change much, well I barely change at all he said...just like my hair getting longer..lol.

We had Coke, bought 2 bottles but end up sharing one..haha reminds me of the Mc Flurry story..when we're starting to be friends..he offered his Mc Flurry to me, right after he eat it like 2 spoons..Ughhh thats disgusting..lol and he told me " Why not ? ".." We masyarakat muhibah...can share share ". Then he got me addicted to Mc Flurry..those were the days, right until the day we broke it off for no reason. He left me hanging. No one should be blame. We're just young and barely serious in the relationship.

Then started off my day with roti canai and teh tarik at that pink nasi kandar restaurant in Damansara - 6.30am whey....lol he was stressed out looking at the way im eating my roti canai...and offered to cut it for me after i flung the fork over the table.. Eryn + roti canai + fork + spoons = Ugh-ly sight. I had my teh tarik double StRaws...lol..if you know me well, you'll get the whole double straws issue.

Catching back on old times, a lot we missed out since he was stuck in Pahang...kesian..and he's going back to Pahang again today..sigh..baru jumpa dah nak balik.Gotta wait till next 2 week till he's back in Kay-Elle. Adam, you better recover..I'm always here for you. : )

P/s: My hibernation period just last like 3 days. Hmm good progress.

Forever a Princess,
Eryn.

:*: Hibernation :*:

Hey its me Eryn. Just wanna say that I'm not gonna blog for few days, probably few weeks, or probably forever. I'm gonna hibernate and isolate myself for a while, till i figure out what's going on with me. This state of depression killing me softly inside, and I can't think straight. Don't feel sorry for me aight ? Well of course you don't , it aint worth it anyway. Let me mourn for the death of the inner me and I'll recover soon enough.

I'll put the pen down for now,
Eryn.

:*: I'd rather bleed with cuts of love :*:

I've never written a love song
That didn't end in tears
Maybe you'll rewrite my love song
If you can replace my fears
I need your patience and guidance
And all your lovin' and more
When thunder rolls through my life
Will you be able to weather the storm?
There's so much I would give ya, baby
If I'd only let myself
There's this well of emotions
I feel I must protect
But what's the point of this armor
If it keeps the love away, too?

I'd rather bleed with cuts of love
Than live without any scars
Baby, can I trust this?
Or do all things end?
I need to hear that you'd die for me
Again and again and again
So tell me when you look in my eyes
Can you share all the pain and happy times'
Cause I will love you for the rest of my life
This is my very first love song
That didn't end in tears
I think you re-wrote my love song
For the rest of my years
I will love you for the rest of my Life

:*: Missing May :*:

I'm missing my girl friend - May Lee. My good girl friend since i was 7. Missing the good times. Hell yeah our stories back in our lovely primary school, Sri Inai Junior KL.

Sigh. She's in that god damn National Service for 3 freaking months, she'll be back in June. I was on her blog http://saggytarius.blogspot.com page few hours ago, and realised she wrote like few lines about me a day before she left for that friggin camp, damn im touched. Especially around this time when she's aint around.

" I'm gonna miss all my chatting friends ! WWAaAaaaa!!!!! especially Eryn sayang kuu... and Kavin!! this 2 people, sleep early morning, wakeup late noon. sigh...haha.. all the jiwang song exchange thingy with eryn, the gosippings bout *ahem ahem* budak sri inai tu ;p mwuhahaha..and u , listening to me babble about naz-lah, muthu, norman-laa, this-lah..that-laa.. hahaa... waaaaaa!!!!! "

I talked to her on Saturday and Sunday. The chinese campers..they had 3 days holiday. She told me she's sick..aww poor May. hope she's ok now, and yeah lacking of sleep...Knowing May - sleeping was like her full time job..lol..

Missing May,
Eryn.

Please respect my privacy.. 

What ya looking at ? 

Drinking my milk on my crib. 

Sorry you intruder, i mistaken you as my brother, cause we have the same colour.. 

No i dont want my pic to be taken.. 

Me again !!