:*: But I can't tell you !:*:

Nice piece of art to me, simple but the message gets to your head...the bandage tells you the whole thing what it is trying to say. I love being cute, I said/do stuff thats cute to my boyfriend cause that how we used to treat one another when we first coupled. In 10 days time, its gonna be a year we're together and he just told me this :

- Bak - says:
i guess
- Bak - says:
it was Cute at first
- Bak - says:
all the lovey dovey

He doesn't think it is cute anymore,
Eryn.

:*: Road Lesson # 1 :*:

UGhHhhh..I sprained my ankle and hurt my knee today after met a lil accident outside my house, got knocked down by a motorbike..bloody biker...he didn't saw me. Well it is sort of my fault too, lol I didnt use the zebra-crossing. Went to the nearby clinic after that, thanked god my neighbour was home so she took me to the clinic, no one is home right now. Dad called after being informed, and said I was being careless...but he didn't talk to me or nag at me much since there is nothing we could do about it other than be careful next time. I wanna go and eat my chicken rice, thanks to my neighbour too for buying it. Toodles.

Let me rewind a bit of retro music on the blog. Love Fool by The Cardigans. I think it was hot during my younger years, and it was on "Cruel Intentions" soundtrack.

I don't care bout' anything but my Comel,
Eryn

:*: I thought of you today :*:

Today I thought about you
For really quite a while,
About how you make me feel
About how you make me smile.

And I began to realize
You're the stars within my sky,
And I thought about how life
Can sometimes go awry.

How light can turn to shadows
And heat can turn to cold,
How fast the young can grow
And find themselves now old.

And I thought about your smile
How it seems to light my way,
And how I'd like to lay with you
At the close of everyday.

How I'd like to brush my fingers
Through your soft short hair,
And how you make my life
Just a little easier to bear.

And I thought about the tears
That I'd never cry again,
For your love for me
Shelters me from pain.

And while I sat here staring
Beyond my window pane,
A smile came to my heart,
And I thought of you again...

The muses they pray loud ,
for your listless journey to me Bakry,
:*: Eryn :*:

:*: Still on My side ? :*:

I'm in a state of depression, I hate my life...especially after what is going through between me and my mum. Depression strikes hard just like my old earth would tell it. To me, her daughter, she told me I'm the one. Pain bottled up, about to blow like a gun. Stories that I tell, are nonfiction and you can't take it back cause it's already done. All your insults and your curses make me feel like I'm not a person. Enough of my heart-ranting session , sometimes the best is when we just shut up and stay silent...this is the time when nothing feels alright. I have nothing else to talk about, laters.

p/s: Are you still on my side ? If only this song would be put into action for me. Oh by the way, its exactly one month from today, someone I love most and dearest to my heart coming back home for his 3 weeks holiday. I wonder if he is on my side ?

When nothing feels alright,
Eryn.

:*: Still On Your Side - BBMak :*:

You found a place where you belong
New friends that can do no wrong
That's what you believe
But who is going to be there when you fall
To build up when you are feeling small
Give you love that you need

Who will, I will
When the whole world turns against you,
Ain't no lie
Don't you know that I will stand up for you
No matter what you are going through
I'm still on your side
Any time day or night
Don't care if it's wrong or right
I'm still on your side

You want to run you want to break free
What you want ain't what you need
Can't you see that I care
I know I'm hard on you sometimes
But when you are looking for the things you can't find
Don't you know who'll be there
Who will, I will
When it's more than you can handle
Ain't no lie
Don't you know that I will stand up for you
No matter what you are going through
I'm still on your side
Any time day or night
Don't care if it's wrong or right
I'm still on your side

I'll be there, I'll be there, I'll be there
I'll be there when you need me I won't let you go
There's nothing I won't do I'll be there
Don't you know that I will stand up for you
No matter what you are going through
I'm still on your side
Any time day or night
Don't care if it's wrong or right
I'm still on your side
I will be around when the others let you down
I'm still on your side
Anytime you need help and you can't find nobody else
I'm still on your side

Paris Hilton's Perfume.

Fragrance notes : Frozen Apple, Peach Nectar, Freesia, Mimosa, Jasmine, Sandalwood, Ylang Ylang, and Oakmoss...I bet it smells nice, I want one ! Wonder when it would hit Kay-Elle...waiting waiting...unless someone wanna buy me one. Lol...marry me Mr. Latsis !

:*: Pink Toolkit :*:

As I was browsing my daily cup of BoingBoing, I came across this pink toolkit..If you know me well, you know I'm a fan of pink stuff, even Paris likes Pink. Not saying I wanna be like her, I have always like anything in pink colour before Simple-Life was a crazed on tv. For the handy gal, this tool kit contains hot pink screwdrivers, hammer, pliers, scissors and more. Lol, working with tools could never get more fun than this.

Oh I woke up early today, AGAIN bugged by a telephone call by the same people AGAIN...lol and this time I was asked to get ready to be picked up and head to One Utama. Nothing much beside had some egg tarts topped with strawberry slices at Starbucks for a start. Then went and checked out Pets Wonderland, it's a "must-stop" place everytime I go to One Utama or any shopping centre. Checked out few hamsters, talking about hamsters..it reminds me of Ling's hamsters, one of them died..the one with black and white fur..poor lil furry fella..rest in peace my tootsie.

Walked around checked some stuff, nothing much in stores right now...or probably cause I don't really have anything in mind to buy. Waiting for some new collection to buy, nothing that attracts me today. Then we had lunch at Okra...I'm never bored of Okra, their noodles just superb-delicicious...

After that I'm back home by 4.30pm...just in time as my boyfriend messaged me. Told him about my day and he just woke up....lol. He's cute when he is just awake. Not much, just waiting for him..he's bathing right now...and I'm gonna buy dinner in a while.

Toodles,

Eryn.

:*: Innocence :*:

:*: Don't Speak the Love-Speak to me :*:

I'm online early today. Lol, woke up early..cause of a bloody phone call from my friends who cancelled our "suppose" to go out plan today. Ugh, nevermind..I'll just sit home spend my Friday night talking to my boyfriend..nothing could be better than that. I love him so much.

Hmm, yesterday nothing much happen neither..except I was grumpy like hell..everything wasn't right for me, here and there. I was mad at my boyfriend for no reason. Pity him. He'll be the victim most of the time, I'll rant my heart out on him. He is just doing his duty as a boyfriend I guess, being the understanding one.

Missing him like crazy, wanna hug him. I miss his hugs and kisses, those arms around me. I miss eating with him, that platypus face he does,that lick and kiss like a cat thing, love him so much ! It might seem to be an ordinary thing to every couple, the hugs, the kisses, the teases..but to me it is something special, cause when I'm with him he makes me happy and I'm his dear princess.

It's approximately 1 month and 4 days time till my 'boosuk" is back home..3 weeks holiday..sigh..but I'll make good use of that 3 weeks holiday with him. Nothing else to talk about, its lunch time now...have to eat...he'll get upset if he finds out I'm not eating.

Let me refresh your memory with an old-school song, Don't Speak by No Doubt...lol was humming few songs and it pops into my head all the sudden. I think it was like 1995 when that song was famous, I was only 8 years old that time.

Don't Speak the Love-Speak to me,
Eryn.

:*: Love-Speak :*:

Below is the sum total of these wacky terms of endearments , international sweet nothings for you to use and share with your special little cabbage, separated into easy-to-follow categories.

Vegetable
Mon petit chou (French): My little cabbage
Zuckerstuc (German): Sugar pea
Mya morkovka (Russian): My little carrot

Animal
Zaubermaus (German): Magic mouse
Zyeinka (Russian): Little rabbit
Moja zabcia (Polish): My frog
Tsipotchka (Russian): Little birdie

Animal-food hybrid
Zuckerschnecke (German): Sugar snail
Honey bunny (American): Honey bunny

Fruit
Yogodka (Russian): Little berry
Mi media naranja (Mexican): My half orange

High-caloric
Cupcake (American): Cupcake
Meu docinho de coco (Brazilian): My little coconut treat

Insects
Ma puce (French): My flea
Mi chinicuil (Mexican): My bug; my worm

Huh?
Fofinho (Portuguese): Little fluffy thing
Shnoogly-woogly (American): Shnoogly-woogly

Taken from "How to speak Lovey-Dovey by Karen Salmansohn".

One word for it Cute !
I would love to be called "my Fofinho".... go ahead and dream Eryn. My boyfriend doesn't know how to be cute and he doesn't think these terms of endearments are cute neither.

Love Speak,
Eryn. [officially 18 today]

Happy Birthday, Eryn.

Sayang awak.

Well, its the 1st of june and someone is 18. Finally, 18...but..takde license lagi..hahahah..
Hmmmm....18 years old..wonder how thats like for a gurl : )

Happy birthday, Eryn : ) Love ya.

Hmm...wait for me to balik...I'll get ya that muffin..with 57 candles.. oh.. I mean...18 candles..hahah..and something tied with pink ribbon..haha..I wonder what ?
Starts with a L and ends with a B = _ _ _ - _

I wonder, what your friends are gonna give ya for presents.... :o scooter ?? Scooter Comel... I think thats the brand...

Maybe its magic or something, but somehow tonight I can go on the blog to blog : ) hahaha..ku ku ku..bagus bagus...

18 years old.."the" age where you are supposedly an adult..Well, so now you are an adult..kena la jadi macam adult ok? : ) Dah ada wrinkle ? haha..

Anyway, I'll be back in like 1 month or so.. kita leh lepak-lepak ok ? Lepak tepi jalan..cangkung tepi longkang...mintak rokok or seringgit from people : ) haha... man, u would so dump me : )

I love u ok ? Phew..lucky... Blogger lekat...haha..ada recover post... phew.. love u ok ?

I am gonna post this one first : ) just in case lekat lagi.

Muah love ya.
Bakry