We had lecka lecka - yeah ever heard of them ? They supposely make this best "make it real ice cream" gelato thingy. I had Amarena flavour while my comel had the Chocolate flavour. I reckoned Lecka Lecka - i think it stands for lick a lick a ? Kinda thick ice cream - one scoop makes ya full . Situated at One Utama and Ikano. But you could try several ice cream parlor over there too, theres this New-Zy shop - those goat milk ice cream. Food wise - Ikano have nothing. Then we headed to house number 2, Athinahapan 4 Road - which is my bf's crib. Crib - yeah thats were we spend the time together most.. shit my bf gonna kill me for this.. and im not telling that we had sex..haha..*looks around for a black honda city - with this dude who looks like my comel*
For those who knew me , yeah you know i had this problem with my bf. But its over now - but we're still in post trauma condition.. Trust hard to earn, easy to break ya ? Promises, trust, two-timing..they come in this one big package covered with red ribbon waiting for you to unleash and let it messed you up then making you feel trap in a box.
Forgiveness - you could try my bf , his patient level is way too high - wonder what potion his mum gave him. I messed up big time, yet still he loves me and willing to spare me loads of chances. Yeah i do thanked him for that, wonder why a guy like him ever wanted a girl like me.
Gratitude - of course im overwhelmed with gratitude, he forgives me..well even tho he does..doesnt mean i could repeat the same mistakes over and over again - he cant picture me with him. I'm so thankful and happy at least something right ever happen to me..which is him.
But in the end, im still guilty for it - probably like what my bf said..post trauma thing.. im trying my best now making up to him for the lost i have done. Sayang my comel so much..thanks Bakry.
Note to self : Guilt haunts.
Eryn and Bakry,
*Eryn*
