Life - its a delicate thing. You could always mend a broken heart, but could you mend a broken life ? Broken life as in , encounter with death thats what i meant. There is such thing as life after death, but that means its either hell or heaven baby, you could never have a second life on earth.
Everything you owned, everything you had - gone in as you close your eyes, waiting to depart to the next level.
You can see your love ones smile anymore. You cant tell them how much you love them, and you cant tell them that you appreciate them. Imagine if things like this happen, and you didnt get your last chance to say good bye.
As for now, im so happy to be blessed with wonderful loving people around me - especially my bf, Bakry. We went thru' a lot these past few weeks. I'm so grateful to receive a second chance, after what i've done. I know he's the one for me, nobody else. Yeah sound pretty crap right ? But why must you let go of a good oppurtunity to be with someone who really loves you and doesnt want you for other reason ? Someone who cares, who'll be there no matter how "schmelly" you are : ) . Or how pathetic your life is . Chances like this only happen one in a million - ok probably twice in a life time for some people, but if occurs more than once meaning thats not true love. Right ? Think about it.
Bakry prooved that right, altho' its not thru' fire and flame. But after what happen, our love still remains. I love him so much.
Unbreakable,
Eryn.
