Last drips of my soul had dropped, deep into the earth.
Had been buried alive by my own precious love, cause I'm hurt suffocating.
I'm near to death, I cant see what's beyond this. I looked so pissed, but my pains been held in my burning fist. Many desires needed to be completed, I want a brand new life.
I want you to be here always helping me to survive, leading me to the path that once, I'm used to.
Pray to god that I wont find it, cause its like killing you.
Leaving all these nonsense and lies behind me, I'm walkin away.
Entering a new dimension of happiness, so lets just pray - that I wont find it, cause I dont wanna leave you.
Emptiness is too hard for me to take, though maybe I own a few - of moments where I wanna attempt suicide, death is easy but what will happen to me after that ?
Tears wont replace me when I dissapear. I'm more like the wind in the atmosphere. Invisible to everyone, but still - whatever happens I'm here..
I dont wanna risk it all, puttin my life on the line waiting for someone to cut it off. But I wanna stay..
Blind, pain and sadness is nothing to me. I'm used to all of that. How else could I express this feeling ?
You wont understand. I'm gone, leaving this world, my love and life.
No more choices should be made now, its me who decides.
I'm not strong enough,
:*: Eryn :*:
