Wednesday, April 13, 2005

:*: From the Sidewalks :*:

Today is the 13th of April. But it felt like my mind still stuck in January. Fourth month of the year, and we're still dazed doing nothing. Yeah, I've been asking around like 3/4 of my friends stuck at home waiting for college and stuff. Me ? Waiting to hit the books again, probably in June.

Recapturing memories. I miss hanging out at the sidewalks with my friends looking thru our school field, eat our candies and throwing the wrappers in the drain like nobody's business. From the sidewalks, we could see a road opposite of it. Giggling like mad, about who's brother is that waiting in the car ? " OMG he's so cute " " Look at her mum " and such...We would say good-bye, as our rides arrived to fetch us home. See each other the next day, and repeat the whole process all over again. To my friends, I miss you guys a lot. Hit me back for a chat or something, it seems like I'm the one did all the calling....

Not just friends, I was looking thru another "sidewalk" of my life. My relationship with my boyfriend Bakry. Next week it's gonna be the 10th month. Sheesh..time flies so fast. By the time he got back from Australia for holidays, it's gonna be more than one year. I'm missing him right now, this very moment. Hey 4 months and a half waiting, aren't that bad after all. Why I keep fuss things over ? Well i realised my mistakes now, and working myself towards it. Like what Bakry told me few mins ago just coz he is coming to back msia and we are back on good terms, doesnt mean we can slack off. After 10 months yeah, it's such a waste to just let it go. Love you so much Bakry.

The bridges are crumpled,
The water soaks into rocks,
That fell at the bottom of the road. (At the end the town)
The town that we lived in.
The memories shakin apart from the weeds that grow.

Over the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Or..

Out on the front porch,
Watching the cars as they go by,
Eighteen blue, twenty one grey,
Looking ahead for the first time that we could drive,
Out on our own,
To speed away.

All of days that past us by,
All of the sun is gone...
Away..


I wondered if the next place I'm gonna study at...is there a nice Sidewalk?
:*: Eryn:*: