It's been a while since I last blog. That's because I haven't paid up my internet services. Since I always come back home from work feeling too tired to come online, I thought it would be such a waste paying up for the net if I am not home to use it. Oh, I do miss every single each and one of my faithful readers who left wonderful comments in my email and my Facebook inbox asking me why there's no daily updates recently. Life has been a hectic scheldule for the past few weeks. Waking early in the morning and back home past office hours everyday with only 1 day off per week. Tired, not that I'm complaining but I seem to be enjoying how things were lately.
As I am blogging this, I wonder how my weekends going to be. I'm taking Sunday off this week instead of Monday. I also wonder how am I going to managed my first pay. Need to pay for rent, the internet, "the this and the that". I miss certain people in my life lately too. M, D, the other two A's, T and S. I also miss AFJ, VNG, and few other friends. It's funny how I seem to be confusing people with all the initials I put in my blog. Some may think I am talking about certain someone, when actually sometime I wasn't even referring to a person at all. It's funny too why I do miss certain people when all they did gave me were heartbreaks and madness emotion-shock to my heart.
As I am blogging this, I wonder how my weekends going to be. I'm taking Sunday off this week instead of Monday. I also wonder how am I going to managed my first pay. Need to pay for rent, the internet, "the this and the that". I miss certain people in my life lately too. M, D, the other two A's, T and S. I also miss AFJ, VNG, and few other friends. It's funny how I seem to be confusing people with all the initials I put in my blog. Some may think I am talking about certain someone, when actually sometime I wasn't even referring to a person at all. It's funny too why I do miss certain people when all they did gave me were heartbreaks and madness emotion-shock to my heart.
Today I had a thought. I want to be a kid again. I want to go back to the time when decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-mo." I am turning 23 this year and I still make decisions by going eeny-meeny-miney-mo when it comes to less-serious life situation such as where to eat, what to wear and etc.
Okay. I am having writers-block moment for now. Shall continue with that thought when I regained self-conscious with my brain again.
Now let us move on to what's been happening lately to me for the past 2 weeks. Besides work, and feeling awesomely tired everyday, I seem to be amused with few other matters in my life. People, problem, heartaches come and go. Some left marks, some left me with more problem and some left me with temporary happiness. Meanwhile I was having a self-thought-battle with myself, few others seeks solace in me. Hoping for me to listen to their problems and expecting something brilliant or soothing comes out of my mouth.
But then, what friends are for right?
I hope I could get through this temporary chaos in my life. If you stop driving me crazy probably I could and I will.
Wishing everyone a happy weekend ahead. I hope I'll have one that filled with love, happiness and laughter.
And I hope it's not temporary.
As usual, I love everyone loads and always. Especially my dear Checimy.
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Once internet is paid up, I promise more dumb-blonde rambling. Do hope writers-block be gone soon.
