I do know people that have stalkers and it's not nice.

I usually blog once a day, but I just have to post this because it's getting on my nerve and I know she's reading it.

Remember the freak-saga I had with someone's sister a while back? I thought I would have some peace already. Apparently I was wrong.

Again I get another annoying friend request.

Same case, I asked where did he find me? Again it's through name search. 

Oh for pot-head sake, I am not that stupid.

Then when I asked, which Eryn is he looking for. He said, "Don't know, apparently other people came up through the search list..I'll try asking my friend again.."

When he said he'll try asking his friend, I was like "Hah, I knew it.."

But then, because I rather save my breath over something else I just decided to let him go and forget about it.

Until today, my heart told me to do some searching. Just like all these stalkers been doing on me.

I went to her Facebook page.

The dude appeared in 2nd or was it the 3rd page of her list. So "she" was the "friend" the dude wanted to ask which incredibly famous Eryn Azrin he supposed to stalk on.

I think my disclaimer stated clearly enough my dear that I do not add strangers unless, there is a string or two connections with them. To make this clear for the last time, I highlighted it on the picture below.

What is your purpose in asking your innocent friends to add me? 

Still feel insecure of yourself?

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Some people just go that extra length to find answers. But seriously you're not getting any from me.

I am a good secret keeper, especially if it's my own. 

Stop wasting your time dear.

Couldn't find any Octopus to steam, so Squid will do.

Oh I really do hate Paul the Octopus now. Why did he predicted Spain to win when he currently resides in Germany? Speaking of loyalty much. Hmm, apparently, not only human change sides, animals too.

Anyway I told my fellow friends on Facebook, if his prediction was correct, today I am going to have Octopus sushi for breakfast, lunch and dinner. Eat all his relatives and wait for PETA to send me a court sepina for the extinction of Octopus-es. 

But to come and think of it, octopus sushi sucks. Besides the ones they're selling in Sushi King probably was flown from overseas for weeks, hence the rubber-like taste. So this morning I remembered a Squid dish my mother used to cook. 

I call it "Sotong Sumbat Pulut" (Stuffed Squid with Glutinous Rice / Glutinous Rice Stuffed Squid). Some called it "Ketupat Sotong". Trust me, you won't find this selling in any restaurant, even on special occasions like Raya, and so forth. I trust some of you never heard or come across this either.

The process of cooking it takes time, need to clean the squids, buy coconut milk, glutinous rice, actually took more than an hour to cook it if I'm not mistaken. But it only takes minutes to gobble it down. 

Recipe? If you could click through your way to my blog, I think you could search up the recipe as well. 

Yes, that explains why my mum cook it when she feels like it. When she's in a good mood to mess up the kitchen or better still when we have extra squids in the fridge. 

This is how it looks like before you put it in the steamer.

After an hour or so...

Voila, and gulp and nyum nyum nyum. Mmmm...good.

Notice the toothpicks like stick at the end of the squid opening? You're not suppose to eat that in case you're wondering. The sticks were pinned in to make sure the glutinous rice doesn't come out of the squid. 

It's delicious, and you just eat it just like that. Without any extra sauce or food to accompany it with. It's a Malay version of snack appetizers. 

Okay enough of food talking. Back to soccer.

Congratulations to Spain for making it to the finals, it was a fair game. To my German boys, there's always another World Cup. Maybe it's not your year this time, cliche as it may sound better luck next time.

I actually stayed up and watched the whole game. Accompanied with a cup of coffee, my cat and my mobile phone. Thank you to all my friends who wasted their credits in texting me through-out the game, and bombarded me an hour after the game ended, updating/reminding me that my favourite team lost it to the telenovela boys.

Congratulations to German too, for making it to the semi-final. At least you did your country proud and Hitler is smiling in his grave now watching each game live in HD.

That's the end of my World Cup support this year. 

Uruguay versus Germany?

I still root for Germany although some said winning 3rd place means nothing. Well at least numbered compared to nothing.

Happy upcoming weekend Loves.

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I'm over the whole staying up for World Cup already, now it's back to "Twilight Saga : Eclipse" mania. 

Just for laugh, an excerpt of vampire discussion with my friend.

I am a noisy person.

But when it comes to my feelings, I become so damn quiet.

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Think I need to convert my blog to Tumblr, with all this picture updates. 

But I am just so faithful, like that.

The only thing that could calm me down now is tea with both of them.

I seldom talk about my family, not that I don't like talking about them but its complicated like that.

The only person I could connect with now, is both of my sisters. 

Guys, meet Anis. Just turn seventeen on 17th of June, how cool is that?

left: Anis, right: her friend Jaszmin.

This is Adlinur, my youngest sister. 14 years old prick who always teamed up with me to bully Anis.

I totally dig her new hair

Last night I had a heart to heart talk with Anis, she updates of whats new and what not. Nothing much, still the same thing going on. Drama and more drama, if things aren't going to change how are they (my elders) expect things to be okay and run smoothly.

I totally hate AL 9000 after I heard what happened to BDW 11 from my sister yesterday. I swear to God if you hurt her, I'm so going to kill you. I just don't understand why she still stay after all this?

I pray for their wellbeing always, both of my sisters and her. To him, I just totally hate hearing what I heard yesterday, seriously I am so mad. And you expect me to listen to you? For God sake, straighten yourself out first. Stop all the lies please. We're not going good this way.

I could only look at you in disgust now. I don't think I could ever forgive you.

To both of you and my mum, I love you and miss you.

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1) Dear God, keep my dearest safe and sound.

2) Please don't let my heart go astray. Although lost and confusion is nothing new to me.

2) Looking for a reason to let go, and also a reason to stay is like making a choice which wire to cut to diffuse a bomb.

Start to think my heart is "color/decision-blind".

Everything I'm hearing, its just a twist of the truth.

"The only thing that’s left to do, is hope that things don’t get any worse from here, and that maybe one day everything will be okay again and that the awkwardness the pain the regrets and every other bad feeling will disappearing into the past."

You're hiding all the right things.

"I decided not to believe you at all, and believe him instead. So go ahead make my day with pictures (looks like Raya picture to me), words, captions, phrases, bla bla bla. They never failed to amuse me, nevertheless make me mad. Not moving a single bit. We're happy where we at now. I know, he knows, they know the truth, and it's none of your business. Prove me wrong if you have to, it's not that I am  buying it anyway."

Sorry my fellow minions, some of you might not understand what the hell am I talking about above, just had to make things clear before someone tried to cloud my brain again.

Anyway, here's to a very cold Saturday. 

How's your week so far? Mine, was a-okay than usual since I had a dosage of fun spending time with myself for once yesterday. It's amazing how a lunch treat, train-hopping and a stroll down KL by yourself seems fulfilling. Once in a while being single for a day does take the burden off your shoulder.

Bought myself a pair of nice sandal, pink Crocs and lots of egg-tarts. Wanted to buy myself new pants, but my favorite Romp shop was closed due to renovation. The traffic was massive, and decided to go back home around 6 pm.

Okay, that was a short Friday I had. 

There's Germany and Argentina match tonight, who are you rooting for?

Obviously I am going the Nazi way.

Happy weekends Loves.

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I know this post is tad boring, had lots of ideas but then someone decided to spoil my mood by asking me questions which I don't think deserved my explanation.

Shall go have my late lunch now, will blog when I refuel my brain with a plate of fried rice.

I think I am going to be sick, forehead a little bit warm and nose a little runny, hope I do make it awake to watch Germany match tonight.

Seriously, you got me laughing off my chair.

Hello everyone. These past few days been a bliss to me. No harassing Facebook messages from her, no phony text messages. It's been a total bliss.

Well at least I thought it was until today. 

Click for a better view of this lunatic sister of someone

Few days back someone named Dea, added me on Facebook. Being suspicious of the strangers request I've been getting on my Facebook, I always make sure the people I add at least holds a certain connection with my friends. A few hours after I added her, I noticed that she had someone in her list that's been bothering me for the weeks. So I decided to removed her 10 minutes after I added her. 

Look at the next picture before I continue my story. 

Again click for a better view of the sister to the psycho sister.

Today after I got back from my lunch break, that girl that I removed messaged me in my inbox. So I told her that I removed her because I don't talk to strangers. Actually I was just being nice, but after she told me she "likes" the name Eryn, it starts to freak me out. But at the same time I smell something fishy, to cut things short I told her that the reason why I removed her is because she's a friend to someone I don't like talking to, or better still don't want to talk for the rest of my life.

She keep pushing me wanting me to tell her who is that person I'm referring to. But due to respect, I made it clear it's none of her business.

It was lame anyway, because you like the name Eryn that's why you added me on Facebook. The reason why it's not logical because 95% of stupid female from my race loves to spell it as Erin instead of Eryn. So I know she was up to something. 

Up to something until a few minutes ago after I left her hanging in the message she sent me.

Apparently she's a sister to our favourite Miss Akari, the psycho gf / fiancee/ who knows what status she's holding now. 

I wanted to cut and paste her the message of our sweet little Dea, but then soon realised it's not worth for everyone to read anyway. Unlike others, I do respect people's privacy and  to get not that desperate to get my message through by using my sister. 

Using a 15 year old to convey your message to me bitch ?

What in the world are you talking about ? Even my youngest sister speaks, talks and write better than your sister. Next time, if you actually want to say something to me just tell it straight to my face instead. You don't have to use a 15 year old to talk to someone like me. 

If you actually think that your words might break me, for shit head I don't give a damn. 

You guys are just bunch of pathetic people. 

You're just one sad case envied of what I have and you don't.

"Kalau dah melayu tu, memang melayu la." 

Stupid.

It's sad to see I actually half-belong to that race.

I feel more Chinese and Western rather than my own roots.

So screw you stupid bigots.

Feel free to flip through the dictionary for words you don't understand. Oh wait, we do have online dictionary for that.

Tee-hee =)

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One more message, you're dead and I mean it. I don't care if you're his girlfriend or not. One report of you to my people and you're done.

So try me.

Giving second chances is okay, but giving third chances is stupid.

It's funny when some of us still in denial that things are not working out like we expected to be but still striving in making ends meet. Recently, I've been talking to a friend's girlfriend who's been paranoid over her boyfriend whereabouts. 

So here's an excerpt in the message where I would like to snap it out in front of her that she's letting her stupidity and lack of judgement controlling that tiny brain of her's.

"i cuma nk tau cite sbnr, cz i pn perlukn llki y tbaik t0k idop i, 2 je".

Translated: I just want to know the truth, and I just need the best guy in my life.

I replied, although my friends who knew me well, knows that I'll get irritated receiving "rempit" like messages, be it in sms or in my Facebook inbox. I told her, "You know your bf better, then ask yourself is he the one for you?"

We both know he's not being truthful to any of us, so why are you blaming other people for the dysfunctional of your relationship? You GLADLY told everyone that you HAD EXPERIENCE of him cheating over the years and still stick by him out of proclaimed LOVE?

That's bullshit. It more sounds like nobody wants you and thats why you stick by him so bad and not wanting him to leave you. Please don't let your stupidity and lack of judgement be the main flaws of your own problem. 

The funniest part when I tried to correct her over the sms that she wasn't officially his yet, she said "at least kitaorg couple" (at least  we're a couple). Haha. That got me laughing real bad.

So meaning by being a couple, you could have pre-marital sex, kiss, fondle each other because you're a couple? By words, my dear it means nothing. Did you not go to school and received basic faith education? I may not be religious but heck I don't simply make a statement that would show my shallow thoughts in faith and religion issue. My parents thought me well enough that if you're stupid, doesn't mean you have to make it that obvious.

I knew a lot of friends, that had consensual relationship but still call themselves as friends, I knew ex'es that still sleep with each other because it was just sex. So my dear Miss Akari, please do snap out of your bubble thoughts of fairytale and face it that relationship and love and sex, they just don't work the way it used to be anymore. Anyone could have one night, two nights, a week stand without the fear of commitment. 

I am talking this based on the books I've read, life that I live and friends that I have.

So please don't misquote me and say I write this because I am doing it as well. 

No.

Besides Miss Akari, you're way out of my league. Or again shall I say worth of my breath and finger muscles to reply every of your messages. (But I am posting this because, my faithful viewers want to know what's been keeping me upset lately, you're not even worth mentioning here even to be honest). I just don't understand what joy you had in bombarding me with you're annoying sms and Facebook messages. By the look of it, you're an attention seeker.

Posting heart breaking statuses, in order to get people reply? Haha, get a blog. At least I have hundreds viewers per week reading my thoughts and views, so yes that way it clearly shows I am not the same 23 year old like you. I influenced people with my post, touched their hearts with my words and clearly make more sense than you.

Please, you don't know my background. So don't simply say we're the same. My family, my friends and loved ones they're at least "somebody" compared to yours. I don't mean to brag, but thats the fact. I could simply buy my way out of everything, rather than you who had to borrow money to go to the doctor. Oops.

Kiss my ass seriously. 

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Like the title of this post, giving second chances is okay, but giving third chances is stupid. I do enjoy the company of your boyfriend as a friend, despite everything that he is now. And I have nothing to lose because he is just a friend, unlike you at least "we're not a couple". 

Haha, its great being sarcastic at times.

Sayonara.

And I asked, "Do you love me?". He didn't say "Yes", but he nods and smile. How about that?

It's been 2 weeks since I neglect this baby of mine.

Okay, mummy's back. I am so sorry that I've been missing for the past two weeks to everyone that read my blog for updates on me. I stalked people through Facebook, and I found out some people stalked me on my blog. Speaking of being famous.

For the past 2 weeks, I've been busy with nothing. Just that I don't really have much idea to blog. The reason why I actually logged in today is due to my boss.

Credit to Mr. Izhar, for showing me that Blogger came out with new various selection of blog template to choose from. They're so cute and nice. So I've changed mine. At least it is less dull, and a bit chirpy than usual.

Anyway, yesterday was my off day. Watched A-Team and Karate Kid at two different mall. Thanks to my loved ones that went extra length in making sure I get to watch what I want yesterday despite had to travel to Petaling Jaya and Kuala Lumpur. That's why I love you very much. 

Both movies were great. A-Team was so funny, we ended up laughing from starting of the movie for the whole 2 hours. I reckon it for a burst of laughter if you're week has been boring or sad like mine. Karate Kid however, full of action although Jaden Smith has a pint sized body. But I totally think the chinese boy is cute, and he'll grow up to be a handsome young man someday. 

Had lunch over at The Spaghetti Farm before watching A-Team. Ended up exchanging food and eat something I didn't order because mine sucks but other people think mine was delicious, so we exchanged and I had Chicken Bolognaise. For dinner before Karate Kid, we went and ate at Igentis, a Taiwan restaurant. Ugh, the drinks sucks totally. There was this drink name Mr Macho, when I asked what is that? 

The waitress simply said, "It's a drink mixed with raw egg".

Yucks. Speaking of wanting to infuse yourself with macho-ness. First and last time ever going there.

I can't wait for Eclipse on July 8th. 

Zizi said he wants to watch it since he missed the last one. He said "What was it Eryn?" 

"Full Moon?" 

"New Moon la..." I said. But the next reply was much more funny and I almost choked on my own saliva.

"Yeah New Moon is the one he turned into a tiger right?"

"Wolf." I just had to smile, although I wanted to laugh my ass off. I don't know whether he did it purposely or he just loved listening me giggle and get red-face all over. 

You're just one twisted sunshine of mine seriously. 

Okay that's all for now love you all always, especially everyone back home. 

Mummy, Daddy, Sisters and Cats.

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Wanted to blog something thanks to a friend name Amm but apparently whatever idea I had this morning seems to be between the sheets of my bed. Shall be back blogging tonight or tomorrow. 

Quick update.

If the page you're currently viewing look as if it's been hit by a tornado, just be patient and suck it up. I thought I was beautifying it, instead was making it look disturbed a little here and there.

I steal time over work to blog weekly, so what made you think I had time to edit the layout over time.

Anyway, have a great weekend ahead Loves.

Take care darlings.

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Shall blog after the weekend, as usual.