I seldom talk about my family, not that I don't like talking about them but its complicated like that.
The only person I could connect with now, is both of my sisters.
Guys, meet Anis. Just turn seventeen on 17th of June, how cool is that?
left: Anis, right: her friend Jaszmin.
This is Adlinur, my youngest sister. 14 years old prick who always teamed up with me to bully Anis.
I totally dig her new hair
Last night I had a heart to heart talk with Anis, she updates of whats new and what not. Nothing much, still the same thing going on. Drama and more drama, if things aren't going to change how are they (my elders) expect things to be okay and run smoothly.
I totally hate AL 9000 after I heard what happened to BDW 11 from my sister yesterday. I swear to God if you hurt her, I'm so going to kill you. I just don't understand why she still stay after all this?
I pray for their wellbeing always, both of my sisters and her. To him, I just totally hate hearing what I heard yesterday, seriously I am so mad. And you expect me to listen to you? For God sake, straighten yourself out first. Stop all the lies please. We're not going good this way.
I could only look at you in disgust now. I don't think I could ever forgive you.
To both of you and my mum, I love you and miss you.
Sidenotes:
1) Dear God, keep my dearest safe and sound.
2) Please don't let my heart go astray. Although lost and confusion is nothing new to me.
2) Looking for a reason to let go, and also a reason to stay is like making a choice which wire to cut to diffuse a bomb.
Start to think my heart is "color/decision-blind".
