Facebook notification / reminders / ads sometime could annoyed me in various ways.
Woke up to notification, "Eryn, who's missing?" is pretty annoying when you have not been talking to someone very dear to you for almost a week.
Ignored it, and scroll down to check out what's new and again another reminder.
It's like reminding me, "Eryn give it a try! Pick up the phone or click on the Send a Message option and talk to _____________ , you know you want to."
Yes I do want to. It's just I need time to sort things out with myself. I hate being in a state of confusion especially when it keep on playing with my heart and asking me to pick out a decision that suits everyone's needs.
My heart + your actions, could really lead my mind astray.
My teachings taught me, if you don't talk to someone after an argument for 3 days it's a sin.
It's been 3 days I haven't talk to you. But we didn't argue.
I think I have all the signs I needed, showing me last night that I do need to talk to you.
On my way to dinner, I saw a plate number consist of your name.
How often / random do you spot an army license plate in a day?
In the restaurant they played all the lousy songs available but as my head was thinking of you and the feeling of guilty strikes me, the song "If We Ever Meet Again" was played and that was the song assigned to your name when you called me on my phone. Coincidence some might say, but heck I know it's not.
As I checked my Facebook before I went to bed last night, I came across this.
I hate it when someone "poke" me on Facebook, as I don't know / understand whats the used of that Poke button for.
It's like a nudge, but the silent nudge.
After 3 days trying to call me and I did not answer the phone, receiving a "poke" from you is like a pat on my shoulder, saying "Hey babe."
I miss you my dearly You, it's just all the lies I hated.
You + Them + Everything I'm hearing = One confused Eryn.
Sidenotes:
Shall talk to you soon.
