:*: Separation sucks :*:

It's been 4 days since i didnt see my bf, i mean physically. He's back in Melbourne. I miss him dearly, nothing else to write on here cause i didnt get the chance to spend the day with him as usual. I miss him, i'm sick, this waiting hurts me, im emotionally torn, my mind unstable. My eyes hurts cause i've been crying all day - till when this misery gonna stab me ?

I hope it ends soon, i cant take it any longer. Feels like a sledge hammer stuck in my heart and drag me all the way...i miss my comel..so much, teleport me there please..

Listening to " Terpesona by Gerhana Ska Cinta " right now, pitiful lyrics but the tunes are great. I actually listened to the song and typed out the lyrics cause i cant find it online.

Kau selalu di hati ku,

Tiap detik dan waktu,

Kau masih di hati ku,

Walaupun kau tak tahu,

Kaulah yang terindah,

Indah taman kota pavillan,

Bagai bidadari,

Ayu wajahmu,

Tiada terperi,

Inginku bersama mu selalu.

Kau selalu di hatiku,

Kau bertahta di jiwaku,

Cintaku hanya untukmu,

Walaupun kau tak tahu.

Tapi apa yang ku pasti,

Kau tak akan ku miliki,

Telah ku cuba berkali,

Kau tak pernah pun peduli.

Missing my comel,

Eryn