Goodbyes. Why does it has to be so hard ? Why separation has to starts will lots of tears and end up with big smiles when reunion strikes back ?
You could go questioning about a whole lot of questions in life, why isnt this fair - or why didnt things goes around like you want it to be.
My dear boyfriend Bakry.
I spent the whole day with him for the last time yesterday, we had those routine hugs and kisses. Spent the day by having lunch, sitting on the swing in the garden together, ate my favorite pizza...sigh. I'm gonna miss all these moments until he comes back, which is a 4 months worth of waiting.
I know im gonna be a crybaby for the next 4 months. Things are not gonna be the same for a while. But he'll be with me always, altho' not physically - but his heart remains here, by my side : watching me, guiding me, helping me out searching for the true me.
I'm not going to continue this blog any longer, cause thinking of it making me cry, his flight is like 19 hours and 40 mins to go. I hope he have a safe journey. God please keep him save for me. He's the only one could make my life worth a lil more longer each day.
I love you Bakry.
Take care,
Eryn.
