Everyone thinks that im gonna end up with a good result, but my confidence level is like so negative zero now..lol..wish me luck yea ? Pray that everyone not just me scores with flying colours.
Flunked ? Failed ? I've been thru it before. Physics and Additional Maths were my weakest subjects, physics teacher just bores us to death. She's like saying "you must get good results", but her teaching yeah she'll make you sleep for sure, trust me it happens. I love Biology and Chemistry comes second. I'm not that worried about my BM and English. Maths and Islamic Studies weren't that bad after all. EST [English for Science and Technology] was the best subjects ever, you dont have to study on it that much but you'll sure score..lol...
The extra subjects i took was Economy, Commerce, Accounting, and Art. I love Art and Commerce. Economy well i scored good results too so far, but i really really shouldn't have taken up Accounts. The numbers just dazed me to death..lol.. 14 subjects, lets see how i score, wish me luck aight ?
What field im gonna major in after this ? After having some talk with my parents, well they basically let me do anything i want. Talked to friends and looked at some prospects, well Business it is. I like the whole science thingy that wonders you in life, but living in Malaysia and the demands of the whole globalisation world, career prospects does play a part in the choice i made. Only Business makes the world goes round, you have to admit that. Lol..the whole science thing, sigh in Malaysia we're so outdated, well we're catching up but the Westerners still look at us as same as the others, i'm talking about Third World Country.
" Yeah, Eryn..why dont you make a change ? "..you might be saying that as sitting there laughing at my grammartical errors in this blog, but heck i care, its just a blog..who cares about it..lol..but i do hate reading typing errors tho..Well back to the story. How could i make that change, if there aint any people gonna support aspiring people like us, who's definitely inspired by the white people. Malaysia is just so lack of everything, and when we really tried something new - it's always left overs from other countries. Sorry Malaysia, i'm not against you, call me a backstabber or something, but yeah..it's reality.
Even the government doesnt show their concern sometimes, they're still importing foreigners as specialist. It makes as if we're so un-educated. Like our own doctors are not qualified or has the qualities to be a specialist. But yeah i'm not just talking about being a doctor in Malaysia, other aspects in science world as well.
That's why some locals who did their masters and such.. overseas, decided to stay there. It's like always a bigger oppurtunity out there, i mean out of our "Lil Malaysia". Then our government will be weeping their ass out, paying them money to come back with the whole "kembali berjasa kepada negara"- do good deeds to your country thing..but we all know, like we're running out of money to import more specialist so why not invite all our locals, for some cheap labour ? I had a friend who's already graduated doing his masters, and been in US for like 5 years now, he doesnt wanna come back, well why must he if, he's living a great life with his sports car with a great job over there ?
It's not like i might do the same, but yeah a little changement in my "Lil Malaysia" would be great. Although people been looking at us lately, we just have to proove a little more that we're not that just one lil country that only takes thing as it comes. We're ought to be SOMEBODY, and you could start helping making that change today.
Ok, i think i babbles enough, nites people, wait...its morning already..lol.
Another piece of my mind.
:*: Eryn :*:
