yet the ink keeps flowing
I have nothing to talk about
but my mouth keeps going
I have nothing to dream about
but sleep still takes me
I have nothing I dare to hold on to
but my arms still try grasping
I have nothing but these empty words
with which I try to attach some meaning
I have nothing but my memories
blurring faster than I can write them down
I have nothing but inertia
holding me down,keeping me from floating away
I have nothing but fear of death
that keeps me from saying goodbye today
I have nothing and want nothing more
but my fear keeps me from really seeing
That I'm lying through my teeth and holding all this in:
all the hopes I ever had
all the wishes that I've made
all the love and joy I have longed for
all the hatred that consumes me
all the pain embedded deep in my heart
making me want to sleep forever
though it is what keeps me alive.
You know I'm bored,
Eryn
