A heartbreak.
A gift perfectly wrap in red ribbons with a tag saying...
"To Eryn: You've been a very good girl but ain't karma a bitch?"
I am still grieving over the gift Santa gave to me. Going through the hours today is quite hard for me. Everything seems to be disoriented, misplaced and out of order. But throughout the confusion I had today, I came up with an idea, that I hope it will work when the time comes. My heart probably is a little bit sticky due to a lot of adhesive tape being duct around it. A little bit of crack here, a little of hole there. Should try covering it up with cement. Or maybe Plaster of Paris will work the trick. If my heart shatters again, then probably its time to sculpt a new one. Shall make a star shape of something, or maybe something round like Ultraman's and beeps little blue light when I'm barely breathing anymore.
Everyone who knows what happened yesterday already expected it to happen. Some said I already knew the consequences but I am still being the Eryn who believes she can make donuts out of stone. Eryn who lives in a world where everyone is a pony. They ate rainbow and poop out butterflies.They drank rain drops and pee out honey. I know that was just cute right?
They said I was just too stubborn and I need to wake up and stop all this hopeful believing in miracle crap.
Open my eyes and smell the coffee.
By the was as I am blogging this, it is already past midnight.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all my wonderful readers and to my loved ones out there, you know who you are. I just had a thought of this whole wishing or conveying celebration wishes idea.
Before sending text messages or some would refer to as SMS was an in-thing, sending greeting cards was something everyone look forward to. Two weeks before any big celebration, mail comes pouring in with greeting cards some are fancy, some are plain, some with pop-out arts, and some even play music.
Then comes the SMS trend where everyone look forward to midnight, then text messages comes pouring in with greetings and fancy wording messages. Some with pictures, and theres a few of them who don't mind spending an extra 10 or 20 cents to send a MMS with music or video.
But now theres something much more bigger than SMS apparently.
Facebook.
Just load some Christmas theme picture obtained from Google or if you're daring enough put on some Santa or Sexy Elf outfit, snap snap and start tagging everyone in the picture. Technology had really taken over our lives whether we like it or not.
Maybe soon people just don't invite friends to weddings anymore. Snap snap few pictures in wedding gown in the studio and tag everyone it in with the message...
We're married ?!
Have a safe holiday folks. Thoughts and prayers goes to all of you.
I love you all always.
I love you all always.
Short notes:
It only takes a minute of your precious time, to turn around. I'll be two steps behind.
