Probably I over-reacted yesterday night.
Probably it wasn't about me at all. But it totally sounds like me she's referring to.
I don't really give a damn neither. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion literally. Just that I prefer if they do have issues with me, please do tell straight to my face instead of bitching it elsewhere. Don't like people to have the wrong image of Eryn Azrin. As my name don't just carry the owner of the name but also my family as well.
Today is a very gloomy day. Not just the weather, but I am all gloomy inside too. What Safuan told me yesterday made sense. Maybe it is time for me to take a chill pill and wait for the rainbow and unicorns to flag down my sadness. Probably nibble on some mushrooms to kill the pain. Stir fry mushrooms and grass sounds yummy, anyone? Okay, enough of the happy-grass talk. Don't want to be labelled as junkie in some people's blog later.
Oh, sarcasm feels so good at this moment.
Step one to strike out sadness. I am going to watch Avatar tonight. Tickets are all fully booked, even at the most lousiest cinema you could name of in town. Hope there is luck getting tickets. Read the review after it was released in the States and everyone said it was worth the dime and penny you have.
Weekends?
I don't really have a fixed plan. I am more the type of whatever will be will be person. Probably going to watch a drift competition in Seri Kembangan, probably entertain myself with the CosmicSpaceMunkys, probably going to Sunway Pyramid for shopping.
I used a lot of "probably" in my blog today.
Sometimes we could just plan so much but in the end it would end up to probability-ness that something is going to happen or ought to happen right?
This is the part where someone would quote me up saying that I've planned so much, and now it is killing me because things are not going my way. I don't want things to go my way. That is selfish.
I want things to go our way, where both of us equally agree and happy with each other's thoughts and decisions. Well technically we could never be equally agree on something, because sometimes we need to give in to some circumstances in order to be happy with both sides.
Right now things are not all sweet and dandy because I haven't heard from his side. So till then I could not have sort of check and balance in this whole emotion-anger-clarification-tug thing. Darn. I am so good at coming up with new terms every time I write something.
Oh yeah, someone left a comment one of my previous post asking whether I am in love and what made me come back after 3 long-ass donkey years.
I forgotten to answer whether I am in love question. Since I remembered, let me just answer his/her question here.
Yes. I am in love. Currently in a relationship. But Facebook status says I am single due to some privacy reason I may not include here. That doesn't mean I am lying to my partner. He knows why, and he prefers it to be that way too.
Alright, it is about time I end this post. Couldn't remember what time I started this post, lost track of the time, was typing this while doing laundry. Already hung the clothes up too.
Will blog on Avatar, when I get back from movies tonight. Later, alligators.
Short notes:
Nothing gets me by like fresh-flowery-buds smelling clothes out of the washing machine. Could call me a laundry freak too, because sometimes when I run out of things to wash, I'll start taking off the curtain or whatever cloth material thing I could get in my room and "pop it lock it polka dot it" in the washing machine.
I am in the pursuit of Happ[y]ness with a Y.
