Looking at the evil bunny somehow reminds me of Aishah. Just had to post it. Lol, I wonder what is she up to lately.
I've been unreasonably moody lately. You won't wanna cross path with me. Lol. I've been screaming, shouting almost to everyone. Don't know why I'm so grumpy lately. PMS-y ? Dunno, but I haven't gotten my period for this month yet.
I realised I've grown a bit fat. A bit as in, my tummy is out of shape. Well no where near that kind of "fat" you're picturing, but I've realised I have been eating a lot lately. One food after another. Probably cause I'm sad. I like to eat when I'm sad. The more sadder I am, the more food I'll eat. Aishah said probably cause of water retention, might be true since I drink water like a fish bowl everyday. I also heard that alergic to something cause water retention too ? What I've been alergic to lately ? Well, I've sneezed a lot lately and eyes a bit watery. Probably cause of the haze. Today's city view is gone from bad to worst. Blurry. 1 pm feels like 6pm. Geez, how bad was that ? I wonder how the view gonna be at night.Yesterday, we had a lil food fiesta. Small banquet at my cousin's house. It was fun, and guess what ? Yes ; I ate a lot yesterday. Till 1am and I'm still eating. Small kids everywhere, cause most of my cousins were much elder than me and they're married and have kids. Thank god those brats didn't call me " auntie Eryn ", I don't wanna sound old nor get old, lol.
I felt guilty, for getting angry with my boyfriend. For unreasonable reasons, even small things makes me angry. May said it is because of the distance, when he gets back we'll be all over each other. True ? I don't know. My head feels a bit bumpy to be thinking right now. Ughh, better get that "anger-vibe" away as soon as possible. I don't wanna be a bad girl friend.
"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else ; you are the one who gets burned."
"Anger will never disappear so long as thoughts of resentment are cherished in the mind. Anger will disappear just as soon as thoughts of resentment are forgotten."
-- Siddhartha Buddha
