Wednesday, August 10, 2005

:*: Live Life to the Fullest ? :*:

I've been unreasonably tired these days. They generally start of with an unreasonably route to school (which wouldn't be all that unreasonable if I didn't continously lose my steps on the school compound), some whacking around with paper, pens and pencils in class - I don't think I ever found school so fufilling. At least I get to bring back something everyday. I'd go back, attempt to finish Maths homework that's been sitting in my room for nearly 2 weeks now or write some bullshit for my Chemistry, or any number of other vaguely productive activities, then play with the piano for awhile.

Lately I've noticed that : It has occured to me that the common intepretation of 'someone you can live with' is completely depressing, because that's not what its supposed to me. When I say live, I really mean LIVE. I don't mean tolerate, I don't mean do the dishes, I mean really feel alive. Feel like everyday is just so cool, and that there's always something to do. Someone you can do all sorts of crazy shit with, the crazier the better. Like they say, nothing makes us feel more alive the thrill.

I know I'm not writing very much these days, but there has simply been no time. There are so many stories to tell, but so much to learn at the same time, and I've taken the latter for the moment.

p/s : The haze is getting worst day by day. I'm coughing like a 69 year old granny. My eyes sore, skin dried, and my nose is itchy due to the B.[ad] A.[ir] D.[ays].