Thursday, August 18, 2005

:*: The Half Blood ^ Pink Princess :*:

It's been a while since I last blogged. Busy studying for my monthly test (although it is just a monthly test) lol. But I think I'm gonna fail in all except for my MUET and General Studies, lol it's not like I actually studied for them but at least I had lil faith in both papers. Today we had Biology, it was OK (emphasize in the capital "ok"). I think I'm gonna pass for it. Chemistry ? Ughh, even the objective questions was bloody hard. Tomorrow we're gonna have Maths, and I'm not prepared for it and I don't know what to study for it neither. During my pre-test, well sort of a test.. I got zero. ZerO with the big O. Have to pass at least this test, so the teacher won't look at me one-kind sinced I failed the last pre-test.

What happened in school today ? Let's re-cap what happened yesterday. Lol. Had my pregnancy test done, and it turns out to be negative. Thanks to Edmund for buying the whole testing kit, it turns out that he worried more than me as if he is responsible if I'm pregnant. (* Picturing the whole crying drama with Bakry, if that actually happened )

Today, let us start with Pizza breakfast. Edmund brought Pizza for my breakfast, well indirectly came to my table, whispered and asked "So how's the test?".."Positive?".."Negative?"

Me on the other hand, trying to make it sound serious that the result was Positive. But it seems that I'm not a good actress, I already laughed when I told him to guess it himself. We all felt relieved about it. Especially me who did the test, I didn't dare to look at it. Single line means you're not pregnant. I thought I saw double line at first. *Phew?*

After Biology test today, I felt the urged to go to the washroom. The washroom was upstairs beside Edmund's class. Went in to pee and I almost screamed when I saw traces of blood. OMG PERIOD ! Haha, I was like so happy, like some mad person. Who actually gets excited over a period ? Well certainly me.

Settled everything, then walked out of the toilet and Edmund came out of the class apparently to walked down and see me at my class to talk about our next Wednesday shopping plan at KLCC, I'm eyeing on that pink ballerina pump shoe..RM 248 and it is so Cute !

I was like "Edmund!". Then whispered to his ear that I got my period today, and some dude was like starring at the back of us. He must be thinking "What is so wrong with this girl ?". Lol, screw him as long I'm not pregnant and I'm happy. Bakry on the other hand, is it positively sure I'm not pregnant.

We talked, and talked and I realised that I have a crush on Edmund. Edmund my own "Angel" ? Ughh, and he got a girlfriend already. I was his "Mortal" when we had that 'Angel-Mortal' programme during the Orientation week. He was one of my 6 angels. He is friendly and all, but I guess the feelings are just temporary besides we're close as friends. I love Bakry, doesn't mean when you have a crush you actually gotta love them as a lover. Bakry know about my crush'es. Azizan Nin, Shinoda ? Now I like Jehan Miskin the actor, lol.

Nope, must set up in my mind, me and Edmund are just friends. Friends with benefit ? Lol.

It's not wrong to love your friends, right ?

**Today I've been dubbed as "the half-blood Princess" by the seniors, and I don't know why. Lol.